2014. I don't want to pay for a plane ticket.

So I'm fat again. I have a deal with my boyfriend that if I lose 20 lbs by the time we leave for California, July 2nd, I don't have to pay for my airfare. That means I have to weigh at most 171.6 before I step on the plane. I've had a month already, and haven't done anything. Tomorrow I'm starting Insanity. The photos I'm posting are from a few weeks ago, but nothing has changed....I just don't want to take pics again.

New Detox Diet

On day three, already lost a few pounds!

Fat Again

Here I am, back at 170 lbs...I got down to 156 at one point, so wtf am I doing at 170?!?! It's time for a drastic change AGAIN. So here are some current pics of me, which will soon be changing.

 

2012

Gonna do this again...got kinda lazy. Wish me luck!

161

Lost another pound! I've been running at least 2.5 miles a day, but the last 2 days, I've ran 3.5 miles. I decided I can't keep up with Insanity AND run, so I'd rather run. I still throw in some P90X dvds...

The Dress

This is the dress that I have to fit into in a month...
It's not zipped up all the way, it's so tight around my hips that it makes me look like I have dang saddle bags (which I don't!), and the slit in the back on the bottom is almost wide open, so you can see my butt. Haha. But it's a SMALL!!

Finishing this.

I've decided that I want to be at my goal weight, 140 lbs, but April 12th. It'll be exactly one year since starting my journey. I have 22 lbs to go. I started Insanity yesterday, and am sooooo sore. I am also running everyday. I usually only run about 1.3 miles, but I've decided to up it to about 2.5 miles, running twice a day. I have a wedding to go to in a month, and want to look absolutely gorgeous. I already have the dress, but it's a small...I can sqeeze into it now, but it's not exactly the most flattering thing. I think that 10lbs will make a world of a difference, so my short term goal is to lose 10 lbs by the wedding. I'm being extremely strict on my diet, only 1200 calories a day, and trying to burn over 500 calories a day by working out. So, running twice a day, and doing Insanity should be good. I am also thinking of adding P90X workouts to my daily routine as well. I know this sounds really extreme, but I need to finish this. If I would have been working this hard from the beginning, I could have been done in 6 months or so. It is now 10 months later, and I'm still trying to finish. I WILL finish by April 12th, so help me God.

The back of my door in my room; Thinspiration, Before & After of me, & Insanity calendar.