Ugh

So I haven't worked out in a month...part of it was because of my mouth (getting my wisdom teeth out then dealing with 2 dry sockets), but now it's just pure laziness. I'm floating around 167-168 lbs, wish is pretty good considering I haven't worked anything off in a while! But I'm starting again today. I feel sluggish & super lazy not working out, so yep, doin it today! I think that once I get back into it, weight's gonna fall off. I wanna get down to 160 by January 15th, then I'll only have 20 lbs to go!! Wish me luck! I'll post new pics when I get down to 160.  :)

Just had to post this :

So I tried on a dress I've had for a few years...I got it at the beginning of 2007, when i was just a little bit bigger than I am now (5-10 lbs), but I wore it when I was at my heaviest, too...& I had to wear the little red jacket thing to cover up my back fat spillin out...but anyway, the first pic is me at my heaviest (210 lbs) at a Christmas party on Decemeber 18, 2008, & the second pic is me about 30 minutes ago trying on the dress again (166 lbs). YAY!!

WOW!!! :)

Left is from January 18, 2010, right is December 15, 2010. 44 lbs & 3 sizes smaller!!

Sooo...

Right before Thanksgiving, I got down to 171 lbs. Then after Thanksgiving, I went back up to 175 lbs. The week after that, I got back down to 173 lbs. On December 3rd, I had my wisdom teeth taken out. It suckedddd. I got 2 dry sockets, & I'm still dealing with that...anyway. I couldn't really eat for the whole week after, and I haven't worked out since December 1st...BUT I've lost 7 lbs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I weigh 166 lbs! I am wearing size 12 jeans, that are starting to feel a little loose, by the way ;). I can't believe I've lost 44 pounds!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's 20.95% of my body weight! I just have 26 pounds to go, so wish me luck! :)

November 19th

I weighed this morning & I weighed 172!!!! I've lost 3 pounds since Sunday! HOLY COW!!!!!!! I have no idea why, but it's freakin awesome! :)

174

So I weigh 174 lbs as of this morning! AHHHHH!!!


Future Playmate :)



Still 175 :-/

So I'm still at 175,last I checked, which was a few days ago. BUTTTT, I went & tried on some size 12 jeans today, because my size 14's are getting a little loose, and they fit!!!! YAY! I haven't been able to wear size 12 since I was like 15 or 16 years old!!

And here's a comparison of me at 190 lbs to 175 lbs in my bra & panties... :)

175 lbs, November 15th

190 lbs, August 15th



Day 51 of P90X

So....I'm at 175!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That's a total of 8 pounds since we started. Not as much as I wanted, but still good! I'm officially half way to my goal of 140 lbs. So, from 210, to 175!! :) I'm actually the size i was in hight school I'm even wearing pants that I wore in high school! I feel amazing, and I can't wait to lose more weight!!!!!! :)

:) :) :)

ONE HUNDRED & SEVENTY-EIGHT !!!!!!!!! I weighed last Friday, the 15th, and I weighed 178! OMG!! I lost 2 pounds in one week. Amazing! :)

My friend, Paul, & I at another friend's 80s party.

180 Pics :)

 

 

Day 28

Today is day 28 of P90X. OMG!! I never thought I'd be able to go this far! But honestly, I don't think I look any different, except for maybe my calves & biceps a little. BUT, i put on some pants that I haven't been able to wear in over 2 1/2 years!!! Lats time I weighed, which was last Friday, the 8th, I was still at 180. So...that kinda sucks. I have been slipping on my diet though. For some reason, I feel like I'm starving at night! It sucks! I guess it's cause I work out at night, and my body wants those calories back that I just burned off. I'm just gonna have to suck it up & not eat after I work out, cause I guarantee that's what is keeping me at my current weight. Ugh. Anyway...back to the pants thing...I'm now in a size 14 again!!! Before I started my weight loss, I had to finally break down and buy size 18...before I did that, i was literally cutting the sides of my size 16 pants to fit in them. I was so miserable. I feel so much better now!! Oh, and the other day, my mom, little sister, & I were at Wal-Mart & decided to check our blood pressure. I went first, my blood pressure was a little high, but my heartrate was 51! Then my mom did it (she's 2 inches taller than me & weighs 5 pounds less than me, & she's 49), her resting heart rate was 92! Then my sister did it (she's 19, my height & 40 pounds less than me...basically she's a Barbie) and her restin heart rate was over 100!! That just shows me that I work out harder & more often than them because I have a lower resting heart rate! That makes me feel awesome!! Anyway...I'll try to post some more pics of me at some point... :)

Day 13

Finished day 13 of P90X today!! :)
I don't know how much I weigh since I asked my mom to hide the scale because I'm too obsessed with knowing how much I weigh. So...I'll be weighing in on Fridays. Hopefully I've lost some more weight, because I feel and look great!! :)

ONE. EIGHT. ZERO.

I finally made that 30 pound mark!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Still at 181. Ugh.

 





Day 5

Did day 5 of P90X...it's hard!! Last night we did yoga & I definitely pulled something in my groin area....ugh. Anyway. I'm at 181. Have been for a few days, so I decided to go back to running. I was just gonna do P90 everyday, but I figure why not run as well. Hope to lose more than one pound next time I create an entry. Wish me luck!!

September 16th

182 :(
And 8 pounds in a month ain't bad!!
But I start P90X this evening!!

182...still

Still at 182. Still running. I have til tomorrow to lose 2 more pounds! UGH!! But I start P90X on Thursday with my neighbor, Casey. Hopefully it'll kick my ass into better shape. I'm hopin' I'll lose like 10 lbs in the first 2 weeks! That'd be AMAZING!! :)

About to go run in my football pants!

September 12th

I'm down to 182!! That's a total of 28 lbs!!!! It's so damn hard! I've been counting calories like crazy and trying to eat only 1000 calories a day...I have 3 more days to lose those 2 lbs to reach my September goal. On a happy/sad note: some guy last night approached me & said I was gorgeous, then when I wouldn't mess with him, he called me a fat ass. Oh well, that just gives me more motivation!!! And besides, he was nasty ass fuck and sleeps with all the nasty, disease-ridden girls in this town. Hahaha. GROSS.

And I AM fuckin' gorgeous. Period.

183 :)

3rd Time's a Charm :)

So....I weigh 185!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anyway...here's a couple new pics of me; I love em!   

Mondeeeeee

          Here goes day 2 of this. I haven't worked out yet, but I'm about to. Should be fun. Haha. I'm a little sore from yesterday. Awesome. I think it's about to rain. Yay! I took some new pictures last night. Sometimes I just get in a picture takin' mood. I'm actually kind of excited about this blog thing... & I just weighed in at 189. Whoohoo!!  :)

Day Numero Uno

Me at my biggest.
Watch out for that camel toe!

          My name is Stefanie. I'm 23 & from a little town in Texas called Splendora. I decided to make a weight loss blog today, because my bff, Amber, is makin' one, too. I have been "dieting" since April 12, 2010. Basically, I look at food completely different. Before I decided to start this diet, I wanted to read some more into what exactly I need to do. I didn't want to just go on another diet, lose some weight, then stop the diet, & put it all back on. I wanted to make a lifestyle change. I read tons of articles on the internet, watched people's inspirational weight loss videos on youtube, & read a book called "The Maker's Diet to Weight Loss" by Jordan S. Rubin. I didn't necassarily want to do the diet in his book, but I wanted to know more about what the heck I've been eating, and what I need to eat. I learned to look at food in a totally different way. I used to just eat & eat, because I never felt full, or because I was bored, or just because. I used to eat the most fattening foods, too. Just the other day when I was shopping, I happened to look at one thing I used to eat sometimes: a Totino's pizza. Yes, that cheap one at Wal-Mart that's like $1. I looked at the calorie content...over 750 calories! I used to eat a whole one, by myself, with Spicy Ranch. That's like 1000 calories at one sitting!! NASTY!! Now when I look at food, I think about how many calories are in it, and if it's more than about 300, it's hard for me to eat it. For example, I eat Lean Cuisine, Smart Ones, & Healthy Choice TV dinners. It's hard for me to eat one that's over 300 calories. I'd rather grab one that is the same amount of food, for like 230 or 250 or even 290 calories. That just makes more sense to me. And I try to eat all throughout the day, snacks & whatever. I try to eat Fiber One bars or those Kellogg's bars with fiber & antioxidants. One thing I read in that "Maker's..." book was that for every gram of fiber you eat, you poop out 7 un-used calories. So in a fiber bar, there's between 5-7 grams of fiber (depending on which one I eat), so that's between 35-49 un-used calories that I'm poopin' out! Sounds gross, but whatever...And I try to exercise. I used to run at least a mile every night & do Barry's Bootcamp, but I've been slacking off...til today! I found my motivation again (Thank God) & actually had just finished working out right before I started this blog. Hopefully, I'll be able to stay motivated by writing on this thing, posting pictures, & talking about how much I weigh.

Me now, at 190 lbs :)

          So...bet you're wonderin' how much I weigh...well, I'm 5'7 & right now I weigh 190 lbs. I started in April at 210 lbs. I was at 185 just a couple of weeks ago, but like I said, I've been slacking off with working out. This whole weight thing started forever ago. In high school, I was never skinny, and I hated the way I looked. I was around 170 lbs then. I stayed about the same, until I went to college. Fast food & the cheap, fattening foods at the store help me turn into the fat & sassy thing I am now. I gained a dedgum 40 lbs within 2 years. I guess what also helped was that I had a boyfriend that I was head-over-heels for. He gained 40 lbs while we were together, too. It was because we were so comfortable with each other & we didn't have to look amazing for each other. Oh well. That relationship ended in August 2009 after over 2 years together. Anyway...after that, long-story short: work, school, no bf, then no work, then no school, then horrible depression (yes, clinical), then mean new bf that played me, THEN DIET! Oh, & no more depression :). I would like to get down to 135 lbs. That's my absolute goal weight, & I can't wait!! And I just want to let whoever reads this know, that you may not think I'm a cow, or fat, or whatever, but I do. I don't feel comfortable in my own skin. Almost like I'm claustrophobic. So whatever your opinions are about what I look like, keep 'em to yourself, I'm doin' this for me, & no one but me. :) AND, I have learned that confidence is the most beautiful thing EVER! Even though I'm not fully satisfied with the way I look, I still think I'm hot shit!!

Here's some more pictures of me. Some of them are me in a bra & a thong, so beware!!
          PICTURES :)